i hate feelings.
They get inside you somehow
& make everything wet & dirty
where it ought to be shiny clean.
Rust your heartgears so they grind, & slide
oiley and viscous, discolouration
down the inner wall of the chest;
they splash & flail & muddy the water
till grit clogs the tubes & pressure builds
& hairline cracks burst so everything leaks & mixes
& turns to a sludge of passion that settles heavy
just behind your stomach,
where you think your heart probably ought to be
but it isn't.