i hate feelings.
They get inside you somehow
& make everything wet & dirty
where it ought to be shiny clean.
Rust your heartgears so they grind, & slide
oiley and viscous, discolouration
down the inner wall of the chest;
they splash & flail & muddy the water
till grit clogs the tubes & pressure builds
& hairline cracks burst so everything leaks & mixes
& turns to a sludge of passion that settles heavy
just behind your stomach,
where you think your heart probably ought to be
but it isn't.
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Date: 2011-11-29 10:06 am (UTC)I'm not good with feelings, unless it is the passionate need to glamourbomb and bring magic. Other feelings... I rather not have it.
I'm an Air person. All mind, no heart.